Along with that, BFF was diagnosed with cancer. She caught it early and is handling it like I would. She would not like too much fuss. But...I would be thrilled if you are the praying kind to please put a good word in for her for me. It will help this along...in my not so humble opinion.
Farmer J also had a very serious medical incident and is not out of the woods yet. He could use a good word or two himself. I have been on my last good nerve for some time now. I know this too shall pass. Having the garden helped to keep me grounded through this. I have been doing double-duty between here and Farmer J's. Going to the hospital. Dragging kids around.
I will say...Farmer J's kids have been great through all of this. I personally want to say thanks to them for being so good.
Love you kids.
This place has been a way to keep me grounded...but I was afraid to write because I was afraid to say anything. There has been too many things happening to people I love. In situations like this, I end up filling in the 'cracks' in things so everything runs smoother. Sometimes there is just not enough Spackle. So we just do the best we can with what we have and call it a day. I am waiting for this radical change stuff to show me the really good stuff that is coming. It is like being in a room full of horse poop, looking for the horse. As BFF would say.
Love you Gurl!
Anyway...I have been working on this post for a week now. I think it is time to let it go.